a thousand pixels of light
your little hand in my hand
babbling and smiling
sparkling fountain of life
superfood for my soul
live your life worthy little girl
be strong in trial and error
and never give up
to become a better person
My site is written only by myself, although I use almost always the plural form.
But I want to stay anonymous, so plural form or not, it makes little difference.
Iím 50+ now and maybe time had come
to do what I had to do. Writing this Ďbookí. Although Ií m not a writer,
but I did the best I could, and really I have no illusions about being believed.
Just see my writings as a product of my imagination, and that of others on the internet.
In my heart I hope one day the media will pay as much attention on the ideas of human
evolution as they pay attention to the trivial TV programs and games they are broadcasting now.
I searched an answer about human evolution myself.
An answer that could be wrong, but itís one where I believe in.
And please donít underestimate the years of research
the many different Ďtruthsí I found on the internet,
the many doubts and the many hoaxes. As if an invisible hand loves
to bring confusion about our
evolution (itís all where human evolution turns around: confusion).
I'm not an expert
but I hope you will respect my meaning -my belief-.
My writings also helped me accept death.
I'm finally at peace with myself and with
everything I reached in life.
Note that I wrote my site originally in 2009 in the Dutch language,
I updated my texts several times and finally I translated -what I
thought- the most important things in
English. I hope you will understand that
not everything will be a 'good translation'. But again, I did the best I
***One question I used to ask myself: Why so many people seem to be only interested in their own little world?
I understand that in the middle ages for example people
had to worry about food and
survival and a minimum of comfort. So there was no time to
think about existential questions.
The happy few which had everything they wanted were only
interested in increasing their power.
And the very few who thought truly about life were almost not heard.
While those who dared speak out loud about a kind of alien intervention
had to face a horrible death. Even those who dared to speak about
equality between men and women suffered the same fate.
Now, in spite of economic crisis, there are millions of people
who donít have to worry about food and comfort and despite that, they
only seem to think about their ego, they want to be better than others.
It seems that hunger for power and material things never ends.
the internet will change the world. It's alerting the world about
You even see that a growing mass of people
starts thinking about life, even about
the fact that humans are too special to fit in Darwinís theory of
***The real truth seems to be dynamic. She comes and goes. Why some truths are accepted and others not, is a question I only can solve if I believe in a machinery that works above our heads. If you do some effort you will notice that many things that always were directed from above as being the truth, suddenly seem to have a lot of lacunas. Think about medicines, about life style, about the safety of banks, and yes about human evolution.
The latter, you hear little about. Darwinís theory of evolution was
and still is the only one seen as the truth.
But if you look further into the issue,
you will notice that Ďin the beginningí there was more than
***When I say that women are superior to men, I donít see superiority in the same way you (probably) see it. Although women deserve it to be seen as superior to men, if you take into account the thousands of years they have been suppressed by men -they were forbidden to develop themselves-. Fact is that in many countries they still are no more than men's property. If you take all of that into consideration, itís almost a wonder that today a woman's brain can compete with a man's brain. What if women for thousands of years should have had the same rights as men?